Arg ...

Moving is not fun.

Not only am I extremely tired from moving today, but I am extremely frustrated as well. We had everything scheduled for tomorrow to be delivered, at 9:ooPM the delivery company called to tell us that they cannot come until Friday. I already scheduled off on Thursday, now I am to go in to work late on Friday ... so frustrating! I am also so stressed and anxious that I can't concentrate on my school work, and it's making me crazy. I just hope everything goes smoothly with the cable company tomorrow so that I can get my Internet all set up and catch up on my work.

Well Goodnight, the next time I write it will be in my new home.

Sunshine day.

Well hello again,

I feel slightly overwhelmed but once again I am proving how competent I really am. I had a project due yesterday for my Nutrition class, and I started it yesterday. Though I was able t0o complete it on time, I really do not like being rushed like that. We are moving into the apartment next Thursday, and I can not wait! I am nervous and excited all at once, though I think the excitement outweighs the anxiety. I never realized how much our minds are really capable of handling. The human body amazes me more and more every day. We must all support each other, friends and loved ones

"The light in me, reflects the light in you."

Cause for celebration!

Well, we were approved for the apartment, which makes me extremely happy!!

We signed the lease and are moving in on April 1st. So now comes the hard part of furnishings. Luckily my mother bought us a couch, and Ryan's parents a dining room set. Now all we need is a bed frame, and small things like kitchen utensils, pots and pans, and dinnerware. Though they are small, they can still be very costly!!

In addition to these things we need to get used to having mucho monthly bills. Hopefully it won't be too overwhelming.

When it comes to school, I feel I have not had my head in the right place because of all the worrying over the apartment. Now that we have it and we have a set date to move in, I can relax. Since I know myself very well, I know that will not happen until we are in and settled. So I just have to start doing some deep breathing exercises to try and calm my nerves.

My rational mind knows there is nothing to worry about, but my anxiety riddled psyche will forever worry ...

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Well, I managed to get all of my work done on time last week, despite my anxieties. My boyfriend Ryan and I just watched the new Boondock Saints movie, it was very disappointing. The first movie was fantastic, and this one was overacted and poorly written. It's odd, it was made by the same director, and most of the actors were the same. Though they did throw a female detective in the mix with a severely heavy-handed southern accent, and numerous misplaced action sequences. But I digress, we are still waiting on an answer about the apartment, and it's a cause of much distress. I am hoping we hear back tomorrow, whether it's positive or negative I can not stand the uncertainty.
I think it's time for me to relax for the night, I did a second discussion post for each class and I have to work in the morning.

Too much happening at once ...

I know the units just started but I have been stressed out all day. Coming up with a topic for my final project has proven to be very difficult, but I think I am somewhat prepared. I am torn between focusing on nutrition or mental health. Both of these topics are of great interest to me it's just a matter of which one is better for scientific research.

This week my nutrition class is providing unneeded stress. I have lots of projects to complete and a quiz with math involved. Math has always been stress inducing no matter what caliber it is. I am also looking into getting an apartment, and waiting to hear back about it is driving me crazy. This will be the first time I have been on my own, and it is kind of scary.

On a lighter note the snow is beginning to melt. Here is the lake outside of my house. It's melting in patches and the ducks left footprints in the remaining slush.